Once this grand ‘rite of Duke Zhou’ ended, Jing Wan was weak all over, not even having the strength to move her finger. For a very long period time, her brain was completely empty, actually having a kind of ‘don’t know which evening this evening was’ feeling.
Li Hong Yuan, as usual, had her held in his arms, wrapping around even tightly. It wasn’t that comfortable, but Jing Wan didn’t have any strength to push him. In reality, she didn’t want to push either, because even if slightly pushing a little, originally not having any other meaning either, just feeling a little uncomfortable, letting him relax a bit, just this and nothing more, yet it was like hitting that broken nerve of his, and in an instant, just able to deathly mess with her. Truthfully speaking, it actually wasn’t painful and unbearable, but that kind of peak pleasure in unbroken succession, the body seemingly as if getting squeezed dry, very possibly getting done to death on the bed, that kind of feeling, actually was a bit frightening.
Jing Wan previously thought a certain someone ‘sex drive’ was a bit too good. After this, she finally realized in hindsight, that was already the result of this bastard restraining himself. Although it wasn’t eating everyday, but even if at the rate of eating every other day, every time he was able to eat his fill, eating to his heart’s content. She sooner or later will die on the bed.
The two of them were both drenched in sweat, and the bed was also in complete disorder with stain marks everywhere. It was more than enough to see how wild this entire process was. However, a certain someone still didn’t have any intention of getting up.
Prior to marrying, Jing Wan actually already sensed that a certain someone might have some pet-peeves, and moreover, didn’t really like others coming near him. She seemingly was that exception, and now, even like this, he was still taking pleasure within. She probably really is his true love. Jing Wan’s brain muddily thought of this.
As time passed, Jing Wan finally returned to her senses. In her heart, she was actually a bit miserable. How to put it, right now, she was just like a prey wrapped around by a giant python. Although the image wasn’t really that cruel and terrifying, Jing Wan nevertheless felt that she really was that prey that was about to suffocate to death. Also, that hand caressing across her skin, and the tongue licking the sweat, this bastard actually wasn’t a human, but rather a snake demon, a snake demon, right?
Alright, he probably wasn’t a snake demon, probably just ‘snake essence diseased[1]‘ patient!
And even the kind that was quite severely ill!
From the initial abnormality, to the entire love making process, then to now, Jing Wan very clearly recognized this bit.
Recalling the various things in the past, Jing Wan for the most part already confirmed that his mental state was actually a bit abnormal.
Was she scared? Any normal person, facing this kind of person, would all more or less shun somewhat, but towards him, Jing Wan didn’t really feel like shunning, especially now that she was already clear-headed, her brain already resuming its normal functions.
Why did this man suddenly go crazy? Because, ‘What, scared?’, ‘Yea, what to do?’
At the time he although was smiling, Jing Wan already sensed the seriousness at the time. She heartached for him, so her original intention was just wanting to lighten the mood. Ghost child and whatnot, in her eyes, was purely nonsense, so what was worth caring about, let alone be scared of. Just, she seemingly used the wrong method, or perhaps, used the wrong wording.
No matter how dark a person’s heart was, they would still have a soft spot. He perhaps just didn’t wish for the people by his side to be scared of him, to alienate him, or to be a bit more narcissistic, this was only aimed at her alone. Jing Wan felt, her narcissism really wasn’t without a basis. If it’s really like this, then her reply at the time, or even that seemingly indifferent and heartless attitude, for him, perhaps was a great wound. If really so, it’s no wonder he would darken! ———–In her past life, Jing Wan although didn’t come in contact with psychology, but she knew a psychiatrist, and heard the other party speak of a similar situation before.
Under the circumstances of having clearly lost control already, to still be able to not injure her, to say she didn’t have any place in this man’s heart, even she herself wouldn’t believe.
Jing Wan was inherently someone that lacked love. She although was rational, controlling her own emotions, but even she herself didn’t know that as long as one makes a gap in her heart’s defense, she will just soften even more easily, and naturally also becoming even more easily moved.
She didn’t like flowery words, but if you were to let her see your sincerity, using actual action to tell her, she’s your only one, then obtaining her heart, really wasn’t that difficult as one would imagine.
As such, even if knowing that Li Hong Yuan had problems inside, she still wouldn’t, because of this, just avoid him.
Jing Wan reached out to hug him, and as if pacifying, lightly stroked his back again and again.
Li Hong Yuan’s gaze was gloomy. His rationality had long returned, but his state of mind still hasn’t completely adjusted back, otherwise he wouldn’t have acted that ruthlessly, and wouldn’t still be clinging onto Jing Wan and not letting go even now.
Towards his self-control, he had always been very confident. In the past, unless he allowed himself to lose control, otherwise losing his rationality and whatnot, it was just a joke. He never once thought that just a few words from Jing Wan would make him lose control to this degree.
Obtaining her, one can just dispel the curse, lighten the obsession, yet now Li Hong Yuan just wants to mockingly laugh at this. He probably has thoroughly fallen into this woman’s hands, forever unable to free himself. That’s why…………..
However, towards Jing Wan’s reaction right now, Li Hong Yuan was actually a bit surprised. He originally was already prepared for Jing Wan to get angry, even ready for the relationship between them to worsen. He was very clear, if Jing Wan were to shun him, he would only become more intense, going even more overboard, practically just a vicious cycle. Despite clearly knowing this, he still won’t do as she wishes. On this bit, he forever won’t compromise. However, his little darling actually didn’t get angry.
This way was also good.
Li Hong Yuan softly laughed, laughing very carefreely, and also laughing very excitedly.
“Get up, want to take a bath, uncomfortable to death.” Jing Wan’s voice was a bit hoarse, a bit sore. She wanted to curse, lazily pinching this bastard’s nape, all his fault that she was this miserable. “Continuing to mingle with you like this, sooner or later, I will fall into depravity.”
“Is it not good to fall into depravity together with me?”
Jing Wan lifted her eyelid and glanced at him. Tsk, still on the edge of the disease acting up. She faintly opened her mouth, “If you just want to pull me alone to fall with you, then will just ‘abandon my life to accompany my lord’.”
“En, just us, no one else.” Li Hong Yuan rubbed against Jing Wan’s neck in a cheerful mood.
This matter seemingly just passed like this. Jing Wan didn’t mention, and Li Hong Yuan didn’t voluntarily explain anything either.
When Li Hong Yuan let someone prepare water, the people guarding outside all collectively relaxed a breath, because this time today was truly a bit long. Midway, Gong mama had once intervened, and as a result, caused Li Hong Yuan to be unprecedentedly furious. The movements from the start already made her sense the abnormality in his mood, and because of this, she worried that he would injure wangfei.
Jin Qinwang being cold-hearted and malicious, that was something that deeply penetrated people’s hearts.
Li Hong Yuan had Jing Wan carried into the cleaning room, and as usual, put birth control medicine in the water.
Afterwards, the two of them closely stuck together as they chatted, not the least bit like having any problems.
Gong mama stood outside for a while, finally relaxing a breath and leaving.
[1] 蛇精病 – Literal translation is ‘snake essence disease’, it’s not really suppose to have a literal meaning because it’s just a pun off of 神经病 meaning crazy/mentally deranged person. 蛇精病 is more of an internet slang used mostly in a joking manner to call someone crazy. Since in this line it’s suppose to connect with the snake demon part, as well as how he acts like a python, I had to leave it as the literal translation.
